all hallows approaches

Wow I just realized this month has been terrible for posts. But on the bright side today is Halloween. The cider is brewing, the pumpkins are carved. There is enough candy in this house to give 20 people diabetes. All thats missing is the sand for the luminaries (paper sacks with sand & a candle). Oh and the wisteria needs to be tied back. The clocks hands are moving forward and the air is getting colder ( i can’t belive that to be possible!!) soon the tiny heathens will be pounding on the door. YIPPPEEE!!

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Ok. I’ve decided that I must be broken. Or there is some weird cycle at work here that I have yet to divine. Can’t sleep again. This time its all over the place. 2-3 hours interspersed with 10-24 hours of wakefulness then 9-10 hours of sleep. Where is the pattern!?!? Drugs may be the answer. Anybody out there got any??? GAAAAA

Just in case you’ve been under a rock, Halloween is coming. YEA! I’ve got pumpkins to carve & cider to make. It sounds weird but I love running pumpkin guts through my fingers. This time of year makes me so warm & fuzzy. A few of “my kids” are coming over to mutilate the giant orange gourds. I am still uncertain if Samhain will be celebrated in its usual fashion. I’m feeling a little left out and my connection is not as strong this year as it has been in the past. But this year has been strenuous. So I dunno. If anything it’ll be small. I am so conflicted about the whole dang thing. Or maybe I’m just mad at myself for being so blase about it. I should be a little more proactive. But that’s true about everything.

Well bi-polar girl is done with her unintelligent rant. But it had to get out.

gah

so i had a great post but blogger or me screwed up.

i’ll figure it out later. dammit

pssst. this is my 100th post. whoopededoo……