cool!

I’m thinking about changing the layout again. But I don’t know if I want to do the searching or just make my own html. We’ll see.

Do you know what I did yesterday?!?! I moved the microwave that hasn’t left its spot for 8-9 years. Its such a pain in the ass it takes two people to get it out of the wall cupboard. So once I moved/cleaned it I decided that I kinda liked the space it created so I shoved it next to the refrigerator and moved the booze in the vacated space. I actually really like it. Then because I was doing that I started to clean drawers and other cupboards first was the “Tupperware” drawer and corresponding lids. You will be so proud of me… I threw away any lids that didn’t have a container. It sounds weird but it was a little scary. For anyone who saves anything (i.e. hoarder, junk bug) for the “just in case” or “you never know when you’re gonna need it” moment, this has been a big goddamn deal. And I didn’t even pull it out of the garbage to double check. Granted I went through it with a fine tooth comb (4X) before I got to the bin stage. But I did it! Then of course by doing that 7 other cupboards got a thorough going over. And now there is only 2 left !

Oh its been decided, with my minimum input, or maybe I should say I’ve been nominated to hold thanksgiving at my house this year. But if you know me then you know I’m not terribly disappointed either. And we pretty much have it planned out. Which is weird but exciting too. So it turns out that all this mad crazy cleaning is for a good reason.

But the refrigerator and oven still needs a good scrubbin. Hopefully I’ll get to that today. Fingers crossed

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Ok. I’ve decided that I must be broken. Or there is some weird cycle at work here that I have yet to divine. Can’t sleep again. This time its all over the place. 2-3 hours interspersed with 10-24 hours of wakefulness then 9-10 hours of sleep. Where is the pattern!?!? Drugs may be the answer. Anybody out there got any??? GAAAAA

Just in case you’ve been under a rock, Halloween is coming. YEA! I’ve got pumpkins to carve & cider to make. It sounds weird but I love running pumpkin guts through my fingers. This time of year makes me so warm & fuzzy. A few of “my kids” are coming over to mutilate the giant orange gourds. I am still uncertain if Samhain will be celebrated in its usual fashion. I’m feeling a little left out and my connection is not as strong this year as it has been in the past. But this year has been strenuous. So I dunno. If anything it’ll be small. I am so conflicted about the whole dang thing. Or maybe I’m just mad at myself for being so blase about it. I should be a little more proactive. But that’s true about everything.

Well bi-polar girl is done with her unintelligent rant. But it had to get out.

gah

so i had a great post but blogger or me screwed up.

i’ll figure it out later. dammit

pssst. this is my 100th post. whoopededoo……

bored

ya know i feel kinda bad in the fact that absolutely nothing interesting is going on in my life at all. so i don’t feel that i have anything of worth to spew forth. i am offically boring the hell out of myself. i need to have some order to my day. maybe start working out. getting to bed earlier. finish up the projects around the house that needs to get done. le sigh. well none of that will get done.

Bored and can’t sleep

Lethal combination. I think I bought too much stuff. But what do ya do? I wonder if I’m going to get anything done today? Probably not. Even tho there is TONS to do.
piddly things. Mundane things.
pet store
cat food/filter
screen door
propane
bookstore
movie night
yadda yadda yadda

at least my house is clean. ya ought to come over and see the pristine landscape that is my home. Because it isn’t going to last for long.

sigh

I still hurt today. But I’ll live eh? Slept till 1. My eyes and my ribs still hurt, I suppose its from pukin’. I wanted to go ridge running today… But I think its a bit too late for that. Oh well. I think we’ll go have breakfast or something.

dammit

SHIT!!!

fuckin’ blogger.

i had a really good post and now its gone

fuckin blogger

SHIT!!

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http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fUZeXIRiLhg

resurrected indeed

my good friend says that i have been resurrected indeed. and that ian has one of the sexiest voices around. in fact she plans to masturbate to the voice later. penguins? just so you know.
my h actually had his picture taken next to the general lee when it came to his home town when he was just a boy in ND.

ps my h has told me (like i actually listen) to not post just to see if anybody would be concerned.

not bloody likely

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whatcha think? i changed things up a bit. added a feature that i found from another site that i thought was weird and cool.

ahhhhhh i know your looking…. post dang nabit!